Little Girl

Copyright 2011 A Peace of crySTYLE

I was caught up in perversion; so deep call it submersion
The stories of my eyes had a different version on what I said that I see
If you pull back the curtain, you'll see a small girl hurting
But there was no discerning to separate the fantasy
The girl wants to grow up, waiting for love to show up
But her dreams blow up because she didn't think they would come true
So now every night she hides, gets caught up in the tides
Hard to swallow her pride; she doesn't see how she'll get through
She goes through life pretending; hoping her heart would start mending
Instead she starts blending so that she can fit in
If only she had seen the recipe, realizing this mix wasn't meant to be
That she was called to destiny and through Christ she would win
But her mind was fixed, eyes playing tricks
Getting hit with bricks that the enemy threw
Before the earth began in God's splendor, He had a plan
And once it hit the fan the devil knew what he had to do
So distractions came in the form of sex; on her soul he placed his bet
He just knew the win he'd get, but I guess he didn't read the story
Yes she was definitely caught up; living a life the opposite of how she was brought up
Not something that she thought up; yet still God would get His glory
This little girl wants to grow, so many places she wants to go
So many things she wants to know; yet this has been eating at her for so long
So many cracks like an eggshell, sent back like returned mail
In fact if I must tell, she's starting to learn like it's the first time
Millions of mistakes still couldn't shake
Her ability to participate in God's plan for her design
Deliverance is available, come receive from the king's table
God is still able to break every stronghold
But you must want to be free; then place your trust in the King
Who can supply all that you need; after all, you are the clay for Him to mold
So instead of physically or verbally fighting, I step in the ring with my writing
Because I felt it igniting a passion in me
I understand I have a lot to say; therefore I have a lot to pray
The fight could come any day to try and assassinate me
So I tell the little girl in me that God has given the key
To freedom and victory so it's time to receive
Teach me how to love again; teach me how to trust and then
No longer a slave to sin; I know in Christ I can do all things!