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Can somebody turn up heat? My heart was getting colder

Can’t lie, look into my eyes, Lord I need your shoulder

I need different results, so I’m going to go a new way

Open the eyes of my heart because I can’t always go by what my lips say

And it’s a new day, yet my feet are in rewind

Doing the same thing, looking for different results? I’ve lost my mind

I’m in search of the cross; I saw the bill, I know the cost

If I’m to have the same mind as Jesus, then I pray that my mind stays lost

Yes lost in you, until I’m made brand new

I held myself prisoner until I read Romans 8: 1-2

I know there is purpose and a calling on my life

The enemy knows that too, that’s why he wanted me to stay away from the light

But I gotta walk toward the Christ, because he is my goal

He’s calling me higher, yet I continued to put Him on hold

And in the process my fire died until it was practically gone with the wind

I wanted to end the relationship like, “I don’t need you as a friend.”

And the sad part about it is I didn’t want to admit the reality of the danger

The danger lies in God saying, “Depart from me, you’re a stranger.”

And who am I to live a life that kindles God’s anger?

Breathe life back into me Lord, I feel like I’m being strangled

The taste of this life is nasty; I tried just sipping from this cup

The more I sip, the more gets poured, but you told me to drink it up

For so long I declared that I was called to go global

Then you brought me back and said, “Well, first try going local.

I’ve placed you in Jerusalem, to be a light to your friends and fam.

I’m humbling you before you’re exalted, so count it humbling to exalt the Lamb

My ways are not yours; my thoughts are beyond finding out

My plans are established even before coming from my mouth

So don’t you think I know the plans that I have for you?

Before you can come out, you have to first learn how to get through.”

It’s snowing outside, but I’m thankful for the sign that was sent

I know you’re in this storm with me, I just saw your footprints…

Broken Whole,

C. Renee’